Uncontrolled Words
Thanks for cheering me up, love ❤️❤️

Thanks for cheering me up, love ❤️❤️

Because You Love Me - Celine Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ‘coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ‘coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ‘coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

Got new one fact!

Jadi, jauh sebelum pacaran, dia udah tau kalo gw sering curi-curi pandang ke dia. Oh my. I was so embarassed.
How could he noticed that?

Dia bahkan tau persis gimana gaya gw yang di sela-sela nulis berita, ngeliat ke arah dia!
Wait! Seinget gw, dia gak tau, dan gak nyadar. Seinget gw, gw liatin dia pake ati-atiiii banget.

Mommmyyyyy, i thought i wanna disappear last night after hear that.

Gw semakin malu pas dia bilang, “aku bener kan?”, sambil liat gw dengan muka yang aaaaaahh.. Gak bisa gw jelasin.

I tried to deny, but I cant control my face turned to red.

Gw: Engga, geer banget kamu.

RR: Trus kenapa muka kamu merah? *sambil senyum godain*

Right after that, I covered my face with my hand. Then I realize: HE IS VERY SENSITIVE

The moment when you mad at something, but you want to scream at your boyfriend.

Pengen curhaaaaat… Tapi liat twitter udah males, buka path juga gak napsu…
Pengen curhat sama pacar, tapi pacarnya rapaaat.. Kalo curhat sama yang lain nanti dikiranya main hati… Engggggg…
Yaudalah tungguin aja deh

*gaje moment* *bete moment* *males moment*

Naha jadi rarieut kieu kantor jeung bogoh teh?

Ariana Grande - The Way

What we gotta do right here is go back, back to the top.

I love the way you make me feel
I love it, I love it
I love the way you make me feel
I love it, I love it

Say, I’m thinking ’bout her every second, every hour
Do my singing in the shower
Picking petals off the flowers like
Do she love me, do she love me not? (love me not)
[One version:] I ain’t a player, I just crush a lot (crush a lot)
[Another version:] I ain’t a player (I just play her, I just play her)

You give me that kind of something
Want it all the time, need it everyday
On a scale of one to ten I’m at a hundred
Never get enough, I can’t stay away

If you want it, I got it, I got it everyday
You can get whatever you need from me
Stay by your side, I’ll never leave you
And I ain’t going nowhere ‘cause you’re a keeper

So don’t you worry, baby, you got me

I got a bad boy, I must admit it (hey)
You got my heart, don’t know how you did it (hey)
And I don’t care who sees it, babe
I don’t wanna hide the way I feel when you’re next to me (hey)

I love the way (I love the way you make me feel)
I love the way (I love it, I love it)
Baby, I love the way (I love the way you make me feel)
Ooh, I love the way (I love it, I love it)
The way you love me

Oh, it’s so crazy you get my heart jumping
When you put your lips on mine
And, honey, it ain’t a question (q-question)
‘Cause, boy, I know just what you like

So If you need it, I got it, I got it everyday
Be your lover, your friend, you’ll find it all in me
Stay by your side, I’ll never leave you
And I ain’t going nowhere ‘cause you’re a keeper

So don’t you worry, baby, you got me

I got a bad boy, I must admit it (hey)
You got my heart, don’t know how you did it (hey)
And I don’t care who sees it, babe
I don’t wanna hide the way I feel when you’re next to me (hey)

I love the way (I love the way you make me feel)
I love the way (I love it, I love it)
Baby, I love the way (I love the way you make me feel)
Ooh, I love the way (I love it, I love it)
The way I love you

Uh, I make you feel so fine, make you feel so fine
I hope you hit me on my celly when I sneak in your mind
You’re a princess to the public, but a freak when it’s time
Said your bed be feeling lonely,
So you’re sleeping in mine.
Come and watch a movie with me,
“American Beauty” or “Bruce Almighty” that’s groovy,
Just come and move closer to me
I got some feelings for you,
I’m not gonna get bored of
But, baby, you’re an adventure
[One version:] So please let me come explore you
[Another version:] So let me come and explore you

So don’t you worry, baby, you got me

I got a bad boy, I must admit it (hey)
You got my heart, don’t know how you did it (hey)
And I don’t care who sees it, babe
I don’t wanna hide the way I feel when you’re next to me (hey)

[One version:] I love the way (I love the way)
[Another version:] I love the way (I love the way you make me feel)
I love the way (I love it, I love it)
Baby, I love the way (I love the way)
Ooh, I love the way (I love it, I love it)

I love the way (I love the way you make me feel)
I love the way (I love it, I love it)
Baby, I love the way (I love the way you make me feel)
Ooh, I love the way (I love it)
The way I love you

The way I love you, you, you, yeah, the way

I love the way you make me feel
I love it, I love it
I love the way you make me feel
I love it
The way I love you.

My very lovely moodbooster!

My very lovely moodbooster!

First time I met RR (my and his version) (not done yet) fiuh

I dont really remember when exactly the first time I met him. But then, surprisingly, he remembered every detail about that time! Well that’s soooo fluttering :’)

Here’s the story…..

**my version**

That day was June 20th, 2014. (Oh my God, I just realized that that day was a day after his birthday :O)

I got agenda to cover Prabowo’s event in Pasar Tanah Abang. Actually the time is 1 pm, but I should stay from 10am. Because I asked for feature news. *sigh* So, when everyone (I mean, reporters) were talking and chatting with each other, I was walking over Blok B, to ask the seller about Prabowo.

And there he found me walking around alone.

**his version**

RR: *smile* hey, liputan juga?

Me: iya

RR: kompas ya

Me: iya. Biasanya ikut jokowi. Kadang di cemara. Sana dulu ya

RR: Garap apa? Me: Gw disuruh bikin feature. Kantor nyuruh gw nyari pedagang. Gimana pendapat mereka? Aku duduk lagi.

We didnt talk much, because we heard info, that Prabowo was coming to Blok G. So we were headed there with the others.

Yuk ke prabowo. Sambil jalan kenalannya.

Then he lost me, right after Prabowo was coming.

The situation was so chaos. We were separated.

I remember this, that I found my senior and I went with him. I forget RR -___-

Suddenly, we met again inside Blok B. We were running to follow Prabowo. He asked me to follow his path. I did.

Then he lost me again, when Prabowo tried to give his speech. But in the end, Prabowo didnt give any speech. Poor him anyway -,-

Prabowo walked out from Blok B and headed to Blok G. RR said, he didnt see me there.

He found me again when we were running follow Prabowo that rode Ojeg to somewhere that nobody knows.

He said he’s surprised to see me again. I think I remember this time, that he said to me “kuat juga lo lari”.
Hope that I wasnt wrong. Hahahaha

After that “chaos” meeting, we met again at Bawaslu. (I dont remember the date)

I remember that time, I feel somehow happy or glad or relief to see him. I didnt know. Maybe that was the first I feel something different. But honestly, that day, I didnt remember his name. Poor meeee!!!!!! Then after that day, we didnt see each other. I also forgot too. Well, this is me btw -,- We

RR

Here it comes.
Pria yang muncul selayaknya gravitasi bumi. Magnet. Rasanya ingin selalu melihatnya. Rasanya ingin melihat senyumnya.

He’s not really my type. I mean, not everything that I want, lies in him.
Tapi entah, seperti ada sesuatu.

He’s perfectly made me curious.
He’s exactly made me think what should I do to make him like me.

Agak sulit awalnya, tapi sekarang mulai ada harapan.
Entah kenapa, kangennya jauh dari kata “biasa aja”.
Entah kenapa ada sesuatu.

Rasanya… Ingin selalu dekat, ingin menggelayut di lengannya, ingin memeluknya.
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